April 2010
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For Soothing Purposes
Sleeping at Last is my best friend right now.
so slowly i’m losing
who i’ve sworn to be.
a promise in pencil
that years have made so hard to read.
i’ve spent my life building walls
brick by brick and bruise by bruise…
a birdcage religion that whispered me to sleep.
but time is spinning silk
that coils ruthlessly;
with the devil’s patience,
it...
March 2010
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The Key and the Knife
+First off… We had to make 50 sketches in my class and what came out was this story, not in words but in images. Then I felt a burning need to put it in words. I hope you appreciate it.
I feel this flutter in my chest, when I am still in the night I feel it tickling my ribs. And it keeps me awake, makes me toss and turn and scratch and rip at my chest. Why won’t it stop? So I dig and...
Songs that really mean something to me. No. 1
So I am going to post the lyrics of songs that have affected me the most, probably the majority from the past few years. I will probably exclude hymns, because otherwise they would most likely all be just that. But here it goes, go look them up on youtube or something:
I have been scarred so deep by life and cold despair, and brittle bones were broken far beyond repair. I have leveled lies so...
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tonight as I was brushing my teeth, going through the nightly routine, I looked at myself in the mirror and I think for a moment I saw myself more clearly. I don’t know where the clarity came from, but it felt like a fresh breeze. I didn’t see the person that I am constantly criticizing, telling to look thinner, work harder, love better, act less awkwardly… I saw a young woman...
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He has torn us to pieces, but he will heal us.
After coming off of spring break trip, which was really challenging to my heart, I find myself really ill. I am shaky and sleep constantly and when I’m not sleeping I’m sitting and wishing I was asleep because I have no energy and am going from chills to breaking into a sweat. I have only enough energy to sit at my chair and feel as a prisoner in my weary body. I guess it is silly to...
